kind hearted soul

2008-12-29T00:12:00.003+08:00

o.0... i am back... 160th post.. ppl dunno post until thousands alreadi and i am stil here.. LOL..

slow... is my bro frm altis club singapore ask me post one.. hahaha... toyota club..

went to changi exhibition center 2day... drove to fetch zs and kw to mc house den park there wait for nic fetch us go wit his jazz... cos we dunno how to go.. haha... cos got drag raccing and drifting actions and some import show cars there... dunno wad camboree event.. dunno how to spell.. haha.. saw lots of unique japanese cars lyk the skyline R34 GTR , ER34 , Lots of mitsubishi evolution 9 where we park in the middle of them...haha... cars lyk toyota chaser,rx-7,altezza, SilviaS13 - 15 and lot more.. haha.. we enjoyed den ate the buffet there LOL...

2008-11-03T21:05:00.003+08:00

Weee... I LUV MY SOYA BEAN BABY!!!
hahas.. so happy... ALWAYS CALL ME CHO.SOTONG...
U R MINE!! u cant run... UR LOVE IS WORTH WAITING!!

2008-09-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

haiss... why...
grrrr
i long time dun have tis feeling alreadi..
but it comes back again...

2008-08-19T11:49:00.004+08:00

eh.. promise to blog and i did..
people now playing games in class..
den i doin nth now.. play till siann..
so come do some bloggin since got ppl say i nv update.. lols
sometimes.. i dunno why.. people always use tis word brother to discribe.... but.. i stil cant figure it why they call bro when they provoke people so mani times.. i nv show out any anger or wad .. cos i treat them as bro.. but.. i realli dunno.. maybe its lidat la.. sometimes i jus get used to it la..
however i have some bros realli is bro.. well.. wad to do.. some people are lidat.. come to think of it.. i am actualli being some sort of white mouse.. actualli i dun mind.. as long as people are happy.. wad to do.. i noe i am at fault sometimes..cos every1 make mistake.. but i born lidat..
trying to change even though its hard so try to forgive me ^^

yawns... life is like a game, we face challenges and obstacle .. either had to face it.. but no matter wad.. enjoy life.. tts wad i learn from some ppl.. i go do my stuff liao..bb guys.. updated
~jon~

i also cant force people wad to do.. cos me myself have alot of mistakes..
cos not every1 is perfect.. so when every1 is not perfect.. stop farking bark lyk a dog.. cos u urself do make mistake..

2008-08-01T01:00:00.002+08:00

ppl call me to blog sia.. okay.. its 155th post...
finally got my license card sent by singapore post..
skool stress la.. do wad also stress... spend so much money on driving..
now i am a poor dude... .. lolss
i try to update more often la...
in skool study abit den too tempted by those lan games...
basketball. gym .. work everyweek lidat...
i go liao.. cOME MY BLOG TAG!! lols

2008-07-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

DAMN IT.. I AM SUPER HIGH AND HAPPY
I GOT MY LICENSE 2day.. I PASSED WITH 4 PTS WOOHOO...
DRIVE ON THE ROAD INDEPENDenTLY LIAO...
THX BRO AND SIS FOR WISHING ME...
WAHAHHA

2008-06-08T23:33:00.003+08:00

it seems years tt i post my blog.. suddenly got the feeling to post... my stupid blog skin used so long .. haha.. well.. last nite parents celebrate advance birthday for me eating at NEW YORK NEW YORK... realli felt the warmth from family... after that.. i went hougang had some coffee and tea talk with my bros... powerpack ... den take last train home... dun realli feel lyk going home when i am alreadi outside... almost finish my driving practical.. den will be waiting for traffic police test... scared man... ONCE PASS THE TEST AND I WILL HAVE MY LICENSE..
happiest day of my life... and i am a ppoor dude now... spend more than 1.5k of my hard earn money frm my nets and i left $0.35 left inside and a $5 cash.. LOl ... petty me??

read newspaper that price of patroleum fuel estimated $5 per liter on 2010... will it be true?
lidat i rather dun have a license.. haha.. but too bad.. i juz love mod cars and luv racing.. so i try to post often bah.. srry bros.. my temper no good... hope u all uds.. meet up again soon...
thx everyone.. my birthday is 20 mins away... haha... wads so happy about tt?
Tink another way... its moms painful day on each and everyone of our birthday... thx ur mom instead man.. hahas.. love my parents so much... i end my long posting... take care

~~jon~~

2008-03-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

time flies and nv return..
my blog is rotten.. ne1 help me revive it?

2008-01-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

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GEMINI MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic. He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call "Hyperactive".

He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean. He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love him.

He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, so soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to?

He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.

He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.

He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more. He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate satisfaction.

Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will take you out again and forget what just happened.

You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and patient.

He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent times solving this puzzle.

HAHAS... iszit true? 1st 7 paragraph is quite true. lols.. are all geminis lidat?
i am stil trying to study out.. hahas

2008-01-07T00:14:00.001+08:00

lols.. thx ms loh... thx alot.. u r a heroine.. LOL <--- drug...
i am nt sad.. i am juz angry wit myself.. thats all... thx alot...TY!!
STRONGER!! than yesturday<-- i miss this song sia.. britney spears... haha...
Police force.. do wads right and dun do wads wrong ler..
haha.. thats my dream.. i lyk jobs that realli wun make me bored.. fireman is also one of my favourite.. lols.. its gd to tell tings out rather than keep inside heart and regret all my life rite?
tis phrase also thx to ms loh.. lolss... tmr skool liao.. brand new day.. chiong hard and go poly..
i was touched ... btw.. no more rubbish from me.. i will stil be A good FREN and bros and sister of everyone... take care... r we stil fren? i hope so.. thats my new years resolution n wishes
rock on for 2008 everyone... jiayou .. go to all ur respective poly or jcs.. dun be lyk an idiot me..
go ITE.. LOL

2007-12-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

i am tired...2day mornin went for bball... den afternoon went for blood donation...
whole body tired .. no energy.. went to dinner at hougang den went home.. time for a gd sleep...
hais.. no more scotts isetan and i miss my seniors.. haha.. well.. live is liddat.. face it..
i will be transfer to vivo city ck tangs for the sales.. i am off to sleep...
Afterall.. life is nt only about games, its about taking challenges and problems at times...
regret...

2007-12-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY X-MAS EVERY1 .. haha...
well well... i am grow-up... i wun emo.. SMILE JON!!
hais.. I SHOULDNT... I REALLI SHOULDNT.... SRRY... i am realli srry ...
i shouldnt have that intention... u r a nice gal..
we change wrking place ler... take care and all the best.. hope u had a bright future ... T.T
stil hope we will be frens

2007-11-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

so sad to say that i am gonna deleate my blog... haha.. maybe gonna change tis blog link to OUR BROTHERS BLOG... i forget i have a blog ler... lols.. its rotting.. one month post 1 or 2 times..
dead liao... everyday go out slack , sing, play,celebrate... psa bros all 18 liao... can do wad we wan... dun need scared wad liao... BROTHERS FOR LIVE!!! YUMMM SENGGG

2007-11-04T01:20:00.001+08:00

2day.. 2 bros come my house... one is my CEO which is chester.. the other one ISS... lol.. haha.. jkjk... 2day all very chee bye... be leaver in dota lOL... but i lyk it... woohoo... XD km went buy dye...i use 1 quarter of it.. lols... no difference ... we watch nba.. play ps2 and a private lan shop.. lols./. my house.. at nite went kovan makan wit family den meet lao yao slack... tts all... damn it.. manchester united and arsernal draw... grrr
2-2

2007-10-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

i actualli forgotten tt i have a blog.. lOL.. so long no post...
always use com but dun have the innitiative to post... <--- should be spell wrong.. lols.. last weekend work at OG peoples park... finally yesturday i am back in centerpoint robinson... aww.... bad impression for people liao.... grr.. no more chance... den last friday went chomp chomp wit half of my BROS... last tuesday ball at seng kang block 201... super on form sia... blocks,foul in,CHOP and drive.. all perfect XD..
i go watch Arsernal vs Liverpool liao... cya

2007-10-08T01:37:00.001+08:00

its 1.35 am... i am slpin soon... cos tmr got work... i off frm friday until sunday... 3 days.. wasted... cos weekend sales sure gd..den commision sure high... grr... haha... tis wednesday .. sales rep call me go expo all the way until sunday... lols.. hope i make more new frens... i will say BB to orchard centerpoint... 2 weeks ago also say bye bye to BHG bugis..
grr... I AM A POOR GOLDLION FLOATER ROARS!!! ...
lols.. off to slp ler.. every day meet my psa bros.. sia... Brothers dinasty nv be ended...

2007-09-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

These are the photos i took since july and the things i do wif my brothers and ITE fren... i saw 13 lamborghini outside indoor stadium during aron wok concert on my dad's birthday.. went vivo wit my ite frens.. went baby cousin 1 month party....went ngee ann city orchard road watch yearly lion dance competition... ate at pizza hut and lots of other good foods... went sentosa.. do lots of tings.. singing at ktv...enjoying and slacking...

haiss but 2 of my relative... now i noe how to treasure my life...

one with illness and the other commit suicide.. haiss..... life is always unfair... well...life goes on as usual...

photos post halfway... will edit tis post soon... i go play dota liao...

2007-09-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

now i find study is betta than working.. lols..
4th day of work and i knew many new frens...
all very frenly one.. unlike last time work at 1st floor BHG..
so mani backstabber... my goldlion counter sales everyday so gd..
my commision sure very high... boring la... got work so cannot go out..
lols.. i smoke lyk 2 sticks in 3 weeks...so little... den the pauline(counsilor) wans me nt to touch even a puff... she always call me sia..
lyk aunty liddat.. haha... but its okay...
everyting i do is so siannn... working, studying, playing... all so sian..
i wish that there are special ting now...
do u understand???

2007-09-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

no wonder no one tag lols... my blog gonna rot lyk dota butcher alreadi..
last week went out frm wednesday until sunday wif my brothers...
2day went skool for my final business fundamental exam.. den start work at 1 so i rush home ... the group of my classmates went watch movie and enjoy den me work at bugis while zg work at cp.... kind of nervous cos so long no work... but after work le.. feel very comfort... the people there very take care of me especially aunty... haha... i am tired la...
tmr stil got work at 12.30 den wednesday off.... phew... can rest...

2007-09-01T09:28:00.000+08:00

Yesturday was teachers day.. so woke up quite earli in the morning...
meet lots of old frens in skool and we ate together.. the reunion feeling was... lols..
den go find my teachers... Ms Tan and Ms Oh... lols.. lots of funny tings happen...
Afternoon went IT fair wif yao,zs,kian,chest,mg,km and nic... they went to buy laptop screen protector den i went to buy a $40 wireless mouse... but my fren work there let me have it for $10... LOL... den also bought a sanyo power battery charger... at nite came home lao and zs coem my house slack... ate dinner liao den me,zs,ah kian and my brother went serangoon KTV sing... we sing until around 11+ den went for supper... take bus go home liao ....

Now i had to go interview liao....

2007-08-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm... i long time no blog liao... recently .. class internal war sia...
lol... i nt realli involve... but hope the kb as bright as last time...
the whole group of us 12 person always makan in skool and outside together lols..
last saturday went watch dead silence.. nt bad la..
den monday went watch movie wif nic zs and keng ... watched 881...
nt realli tt orpiang... nice and funny.. and touching too....
i will blog again soon... juz too busy wif my project and web page recently...

2007-08-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

its 2 weeks since i stop smoking.. lol... hope i can keep up the gd work... so boring...
last few days keep chionging my web publishing.. so tired... i can finally rest...
and dunno which cb kia... use my nick...

2007-08-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

grr... i always break it every 4 days... WTF... temptation and urge alot sia...
nvm...i can quit one la... lol... 2day finish business roleplay exam... quite confident being the customer haha..
north east people realli siaokia? LOL... tts wad ah boon and the rock says.. haha...
i lyk my class kb alot especialli my bros man... all is love to have fun and enjoy one.. lol...
o.0 lots of ppl stil the same la... lyk to say ppl... all these.... tis kind of ppl juz wun grow up RITE?
i juz close one eye and let it pass ....

4 days... keep up the good work... haha

2007-08-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmm... 2day 9th august.. o.0.. birthday of my country man...
happi birthday Singapore....
last nite went commonwealth for rc national day celebration dinner ... got lots of performance sia..nice..

Tis morning wake up at 9.30 ... den reach hougang swimming complex at 10.. jio zs go swim...
last time can swim 30 lap non-stop sia... now me and zs swim 10 lap will die...LOL
mus go train liao... after swim go plaza eat and play pool....
den go home bath and watch tv... play abit of maple...
siao liao... my wpb stil do abit onli... end of august hand in leh.... grrr

2007-08-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

hmm... lol... how do i start wif? this few days and weeks go out with my class de people...
so call the 8 AI brothers... LOL...... 2day got 3 hours break, we went clementi central eat and
play pool for 1 hour liddat.. jie ming... i will beat u... LOL he win me 3-2
ah boon more jialat.. he onli win jie ming one round then the rest of the rounds.. he lose all the way..
LOL .. me and jm love to shake his hand.. LOL... after tt take bus back to skool for Business fundamental
den attend the quit smoking workshop... grrr... but the people are frenly.. we played games and get to
noe each other all these la... ms tan release them earli so i ownself walk to MRT and took train home den
meet bear at kovan walk home... lolss..tts all...
realli forget about blog... haha... so i try to post often..

2007-07-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

o.0... my 131th post..LOL so little...
nvm..hack care... one week blog one time ...
2day went fishing sia... onli km and lie yao caught leh... i dun have...
yesturday went bugis shopping wif my classmates...
..... tryin to quit soon,... but always so much temptation...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

everyday got time call lao yao slack wif me.. haha...
nowadays... i start playing maple..LOL ?
childish rite? i gonna go back to childhood DAYS!!!

2007-07-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

hmm... wad have i been doing tis week.... ? life is boring as usual... although i noe its bad...but..wad can i do?

nvm... friday went orchard cineleisure watch transformers wif classmates den lie yao join us...
den we went hereen see some cloths... all so damn nice..wan buy also no money... expensive...
den after tt at nite went lie yao house.. play abit maple wait for km and jer to come ...
we took bus 136 to kovan center eat dinner... got 9 of us total... den went play pool and around 9.30 plus brg them go eat durian at kovan...even though i dun lyk... i ate 2... but i regret...haha...
den yesturday went out slack onli... slack around hougang and seng kang...
2day went potong pasir and hougang slack around den went to find parents... long pang their car go home...
tis wek until nxt week test and assignment quite alot... gonna be hardworking abit ... haha

2007-07-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

yesturday and 2day went play basketball wif my bros...
super tired sia.... 2day lots of my brothers fren come my house...
lol... around 10 bah...got 2 gals... around 7 bois...
den after tt meet zs at bus 136 den we take to yao house there...
walk to 188 play ... damn energetic and won quite alot...
den take 136 back to heartland mall find parents eat dinner...
now come back use com... play one round dota...
den gonna slp liao...tmr is skooll.....
GO UNTIL CLEMENTI AGAIN...GRR

2007-07-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

forgot to post wad i did last wednesday...
went out to tampines mall wif my bros...
we watched harry potter... it was nice... but ... its nt as nice as 1 , 2 and 3..
den all afterskool meet at tampines... mg was late la... but he came 10 mins late...
DAMN IT...i fell aslp for 10 mins... cos i was real tired... lol
after movie , we went kfc eat... eat finish ler...they all inside chating n playing... ...
den i go out sit lo.. do other tings...
i go dota liao...

2007-07-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

one week of skool reopen passed so fast....
was quite piss at skool............. as i said...nv build hatred in frens.....
breath in breath out... keep calm.... violent cannot solve problems de.....
haisss.............................................. emoing again????
i wasted MY LIFE!!!... ROARS!!! life is boring.....
2day after skool went ktv sing wif classmates.. jie ming,valson,ah boon,rong hui,zhi guang, aifu, yun zhen and xin yi... we had fun la...
at nite went my ah beng cousin house... his daughter 2nd year old birthday... he got buffet at home... he look more decent... and mature... he changed... he and his wife so sweet...
especialli their little cute gal...eyes so big... haha... ate den play pool wif my other cousin and Orchid country club den went home la...
srry zs and nic...2nite realli cannot make it sia.... i will pay back one ^^

CAN SOM1 UNDERSTAND HOW STRESS I AM...
I HONESTY SAY... I SMOKE MORE THAN LAST TIME....
I AM SO SO SO SO STRESSS ABOUT MY LIFE... whenever i stres...i would juz take out my lighter and box ...............................................WHY? i dun wan tis to happen....................
haiss... maybe i need som1 realli special to me...

2007-07-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

2day 2nd day of skool reopen... check hair... realise my hair too thick liao ...
2day business fundamental lesson cancel in the morning den went to clementi interchange there play arcade and dota wif my classmates... was fun la... ESPECIALLI AI... LOL
everyday is a boring day... yesturday PE... lol... realli needa train more muscle liao... cos all become nua alreadi... LOL... den walk frm skool to mrt station and slp all the way frm outram to kovan...

2007-07-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

2day slp until 12.30 wake up...
den mom buy lunch for me... eat liao go use com
after tt zs call me go out den i go lo....
i have been 2 weeks nv take money frm parents liao..
so 2day i took up courage go ask frm mom $10... every since tis year...
i had fear of taking allowance of money frm parents ... cos i felt that i owe them...
so cannot keep taking money frm them... mus repay them one...
den i meet my lao yao BRO... we take train to city hall... nabei we old liao sia... city link so long
den went esplanade library find them... use zs and nic laptop ... after tt.. ah kian came den we go marina square play pool... knn... that man so rude...den pool esp we play around $10 liddat...
share money... den go raffles city look look den jiu go home eat dinner liao... play dota awhile
den now post la... ppl call me post.. LOL

2007-07-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

My Brother and I at cousin's wedding

the pic wif my dudes wif shirts on are during last week at downtown east....

den the dudes without shirt on are on the week b4 on the thursday nite where we go nite cycling the without any sleep...cycle around the bottom side of singapore... the pic was taken at mount faber where we carry our bike and walk all the way up....

1/7/2007

yesturday went fishing wif peter and zi jian... den after tt peter call me go forest pick durian...

den ate one..nice sia...haas... den go jian house... after tt go yishun orchird country club there play pool den went home...

happy birthday vic and sam ^^

2/7/2007

2day went out in the afternoon to serangoon go ktv sing... very fun sia... LOL...

wif ming chuan, Yao,Sheng,Nic .... lol.... so fun inside...

after tt went kovan wif yao and nic... we went bowling... LOL i trash them... 7 spare... and some nines... damn it no strike... i lose my last time bowling power... i got onli 131...

den after tt jiu wait bus wif them den walk home liao....

last monday class chalet fun sia.... so mani ppl drunk.... went wild wild wet... lucky got ppl wan my 6 free ticket... so i ask lie yao join my ite fren go swim... got me,zhi guang,rong hui,valson, imran and yao... finish all the ride...LOL ...shiok la... den go play pool..bbq all these..

i everyday go out sia... go which place also forget ler... den also got go plaza play pool all these...

I AM A FULL TIME SLACKER

2007-06-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

grrrr..i thought i post one long one but in the end gimme nth in the post so had to repost...
yesturday surposed to meet 11.30 at cp den go bbq... so i thought i was late becos i went to hougang around 2.30 ..take bus until 3 den reach downtown east... went find them den ask boyang play 2 rounds of pool... i win...but the table , que and ball all sux one...
after finish pool realised that they all taking 89 to giant get bbq food den we chiong all the way to bustop.... but in the end... i alight at nxt stop..cos dun feel lyk going giant den i walk back frm white sand to downtown foodcourt find melvyn and the group of gals... den after tt saw debbie and her boifren and a big group... played board games and chat... they are gd chatters ^^
went play arcade throw the bball one... was fun... we enjoyed...
den walk and chat to pasir ris interchange take 403 inside... den start to bbq ler...
i used km lappy play cs and songs... AND SAMANTHA BBQ THE HOTDOG AND FOOD IS THE BEST ...thats wad she wan me to post on the blog. ^^Jasmine one also... dexter bbq one also gd...

she is quite caring though... haas... lol... stupid thoughts ... after packing up around 11...
i went to find my parents cos they wif their old frens drinking beer... so i dun need take bus and change... shiok... was the earliest to rreach home.... tired la.. 40 hours no sleep... go slp liao...

2007-06-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

last nite last minute decided to go east coast overnite cycling... hear those nag frm mom call me becareful den i go liao.... we rent a overnite bike there den we cycle to places lyk kallang, geylang,chinatown,raffles place,city hall,bugis,clark quay,dolby ghaut,little india, outram park, red hill, harbourfront.... we decide to play someting fun.... we carry our bike all the way to top of mount faber... den we chiong down the dangerous road.... i will nv forget the day... i nearli overturn my bike and nearli flew out.... but for zs... haiss... hope he is betta... b4 all these tings..
we went chinatown ate supper den went midnite pooling... after tt continue our bike destination.
after tt we ride for 2 hours plus den reach back east coast... so tiring... we slp at the bbq pit table
den wait for sunrise... took some photos too... den slowly drag ourself to return the bike...
i am tired now... haven been sleeping for 1 and a half day... so i go rest...afternoon got bbq...

2007-06-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

i realli admit its my fault....
i treasure all of frens....
life continue... however...

2007-06-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

last week 9th june which was my birthday... i fell sick on that day... high fever 39 degree... cough and flu also... maybe thats the punishment for all the sins i did ....
but i will also nt forget my 18th birthday .... becos... after consulting doctor, ate medicine, i went to slp... slp for around 3 hours in the afternoon... when i woke up... a whole group of more than 10 ppl appear in my room... wif a birthday cake on their hand... den they sang me birthday songs... i was so touched... den when we went downstairs... THERE WAS A STEAMBOAT SPREAD...AND my mom did nt tell me anyting bout it... after tt i realised that all my frens had planned wif my mom and brother days b4.... i was realli touched ....

but now...its been ok since start of skool... but... however...
i stil nt sure whether i had any illness anot... i worried bout my kidney... which i haven go see doctor yet... hmmm ... wonder wad kind of illness have i got... will i die ?
i hope not...god bless me....
i had food poisoning.... so ... as u all noe... will be painful... off to vomit...

2007-06-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

almost 2 weeks i haven been blogging liao... recently... life sux... bored til death...
go skool all the way frm east to west...tiring one ya noe... tis saturday my birthday..i dun realli expect much..
but most imporatant mus thank my mom for giving birth to me into tis beautiful little world...
wif beautiful people and place that surround me... i wanted to go poly..but now i tink the chance of going
poly is little...cos BIT course is so hard... nvm...last week celebrate zhi guang birthday... so fun... tmr is yuchang birthday liao...haas... archery for last weekend...sunburned... my leg should be getting betta le bah...
hope so... i will try to post more often... 1 more week of skooling den holiday ler... so betta work hard to business fundamental test!!!...lol

2007-05-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

its almost halfway through 2007... and... i realise i wasted almost 18 YEAR!!!! TTS .....
lol... back frm cruise... so bored without brother...cos he go for camp...
in cruise see chiobu myself...lol.... i have a project stil hv do...since week one...it had been assign...den until now i hv start...left 3 more weeks ... life is liddat... i ask my brothers .. they also tink life is boring... cos without a gd piece of paper(cert)..we cant get well paid job... so the world is so straight forward....
my course learn business , web publishing... dunno nxt time i can get some jobs lyk tis one? o.0
nvm... i ask the fortune teller ... about my health problems.......................
den after tt ask bout my family... family will be stable ...haas... budden she said we needa be more than family as one... or else there will be quarrels or even worst...lol... making me post is lyk having SG to snow..lol..i am lazy..
wonder hows my leg... why liddat....

2007-05-17T13:54:00.000+08:00

quite long no post liao eh?... do lots of tings tis few weeks... last friday went for archery den went kovan mcdonald eat... we tok kok... crap ...den slack around kovan play uno stacko... cos got gal den we make punishment...lose the gal sit on guys leg and the onli gal was ming chuan... LOL... but hor... lucky she nv lose... we play alot la... den last saturday morning went yishun for archery... the whole of morning and afternoon in the hot sun... den around 3+ go dolby ghaut watch spiderman3 wif zs,his bro and younger sister... the movie has lots of meaning... and damn touching... at nite buy dinner and mother's day present home... sunday morning go paya lebar cc play bball... den afternoon eat buffet wif all the yap family for mother's day celebration...

Monday skooling.... meet zs go music skool... zs was vex sia and juz nice saw som1...
Tuesday skooling....meet bam zs nick they all to nan chiau take cert... play uno..den went kovan for music skool enquiry...
Yesturday... went vivo city after skool and harbourfront center eat new york pizza... den went hoome after tt...

TODAY... skool starts in the afternoon... having it lessons now... haas ...
TMR ARCHERY WOO...NXT TUESDAY GUITAR...

2007-05-10T22:14:00.001+08:00

damn it man... i pray and pray... but haiss... i dunno why i am so so so so so so sway... on the april and may... bad luck.... haiss....i dun wanna get kik out of skool juz becos of tt sway incident la... i wanna go poly one.... haiss...
2day play bball the whole pants split...tts funny to other ppl...but i am nt ... lucky my fren got extra shorts...
i got a new name in class... called JIN JIA SWAY... hokkien means super very very bad luck person... new shoes step into mud..queue for half hour dio cut by a group of gals... do my html halway... com shut down when other ppl stil happily doing... and stil got lots and lots... handphone dio virus.. injured myself... cant name all those bad luck finish la... there are more which i wanna keep it to myself... i gonna start going temple... cos i even brg bad luck to ppl... haiss... no one dare near me? unless i offended something which cannot be offend? i am nt sure... but hope i am fine... joined archery since last week...i am getting in love wif it... 12 arrows for $135... expensive? den stil needa get a bow... at least a $500 one... but the best is buy good grades... might as well get 1.5k one... and tmr i am off to sign up for guitar class... no more bad boi...

2007-05-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

tis are some of the pics... tt i done around tis month... example...

eat wif my frens at serangoon garden chomp chomp... go my relative

wedding... the baby so cute...went to cruise wif zhi sheng and my

brother and dad... den skooling all tis la... stil got lots of photo hv

post.. but i will edit tis post soon... to upload more photos ...^^

2007-04-24T14:12:00.000+08:00

o.0... i am posting in skool during IT lesson... LOL.. 2day start business funtamental course... quite hard... cos those coming lessons will be hard.. o.0... everyday come clement so far...o.0
so sian......... IT lessons is boring... business course betta.... go home den post more...lol

2007-04-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

o.0.... i post liao... no time to upload lots and lots of photos... events lyk last friday gathering wif psa and mc & her frens , star cruise , and my relative weddin...lol... saw cherie at the weddin also... yesturday went pp for band... den at nite go kovan eat dinner wif parents...
2day IT lessons at lab den 1 plus went to lecture theatre to listen some talks by course manager.... o.0 den early release come home blog and slp...lol

2007-04-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

2day 1st day of ITE.... nt tt bad.. take train frm kovan to outram park and den to clementi wif zhi guang... lots of malay in my skool... den bad guys.. nt rrealli as much as other ITE cos skool discipline damn strict... lol... learn skool song... cre8 betta class bonding..class cheer... ppl frm my class are cheerful..my skool is quite big sia... i juz realised... haas... got 2 restaurant too... sometimes let those hospitality course student try and work there... clementi is the best Business IT skool among all.. and the lab is high class wif latest computers.... woohoo.... dun wan post so much la... later ppl tink i tell grandmother story...

2007-04-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

Last friday went for cruise and zhi sheng came together wif me my bro and my dad.... he 1st time... maybe excited? o.0... my dad go cruise is to go casino... i lose money in casino b4 so i dun dare go and play or else later hand itchy... WE crap for 2 days and especially tis word.. "SHI MA"
LOL made us laugh until mad... we went watch m18 show....free one... y nt watch...lol... special guest on board was zoe tay... lol her singing nt bad la... we enjoy lots in the cruise ... i prefer tis trip the best rather than going wif my cousins... cos they onli wan to play games... while my dad gambling ... we went play bball, swimming, gym,workout and also walk around see got chio bu anot... but onli around 5 cos weekdays ppl are stil studying ...lol... the food tt we eat all very gd... wun be hungry on board the cruise one... haas... we wanted to watch saturday nite fever... live show ... but no money buy tickets...LOL.... anyway stil underage XD... birthday hv reach... o.0 sunday 11 am reach singapore... den went home without any slp ...den go esplanade for band concert... very tired... play arcade wif band frens at suntec den walk to dolby ghaut den prepare for skool liao...

2007-04-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

o.0... haiss... knowing tt doctor words are always rite... i hack care wad the doctor says ... i went back on the court for basketball when the doctor say 4 months dun play... nt even 2 weeks i go play liao... i tink i have internal injury on my back since it was spraint sia.... no cold drinks i stil drink...grrr... haiss.. nxt time old liao sure jialat one... lol... my mom scolded me and say.... u tink i take care of u the whole life ar... grrr
everyday pain sia... 2day went gym again... tis cannot continue sia... i needa find one day and visit doctor and do someting about my pathetic back.... after gym went kovan walk walk wif brothers... parents went watch concert... haiss... i've been slacking for 2 months... always play pool... money pock liao sia... den parents dun wan let me work...grrr...
wan me study hard... hao ba...i will show them ... dun lyk them giving money to me...its lyk being a little mummy's boi... spending parents money is a disgrace...nt even pocket money... so i gonna work part-time
... slack and slack... play and play ... injuries after injuries... the back spraint which i stil hv go consult chinese physician... hu will take care of mi...LOL

2007-04-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

o.0 ...last friday went for the Brothers Grand gathering... power sia... all turn up... we went Downtown east sakura eat ... lol... all make so much noise inside... ppl look at us... we hack care lol.... eat and play.... and crap..den after tt went take photos together... to remember..... den we went play pool... the pool table sux sia...so mani holes... lol.... after take bus to cp... den saw some band ppl... den went home slack....... the photos i will post soon...lol...
I no time to post so i post 2day....

Yesturday went plaza play pooll.... 2day morning went skcc play bballl...
den eat together ... now wanna prepare to chiong my final fantasy... but i will slp 1st.....

2007-03-31T14:03:00.000+08:00

pool pros.... but i am nt ^^

Tis is the PsA gathering ... perhaps is the most sucessful one where all of us turn up la.... tis one... i post TOO LATE LIAO...lol...it suppose to be 3 weeks ago.... btw no one noes why we called psa rite? lol....

dunno wad to post den post photos but tis day is a damn happy day la...

2007-03-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

Yesturday Went Clementi Campus to buy my uniform and pay skool fees..
the skool was big ... hmm... health check ... they even had member cards in the skool...so i make one... everyting i buy got 10% discount... no big deal...cos its an ITE....haiss... i dun wan to go .... but no choice.... in the afternoon went to dolby ghaut find my brothers... got rock,stick,diao,zhei
,birdie,shorty,blacky(all our brothers nickname) and me land^^... after tt we went cathay cineplex watch mr bean's holiday... LOL so damn funny.. after tt walk outside BMC academy wait for kian wei to finish his skool... a private skool... den we went paradiz center play pool and arcade... lol... open 4 table...so much sia... each table $10+ ...grrrr
lol...after the whole holiday of wad i earn... the money left wif juz $300
but nvm...as logn as we brothers happy...its ok... woots

2007-03-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

Went to anual kallang sprint race 2007... the cars are so power sia... the sun damn strong...in the end dio sunbured.... BTW... TIS one happens on last sunday....i onli no time to post....haas nice car rite? went wif nic and sheng... lol... buy so mani mineral water stil nt enough... the sun is damn strong.... TT nite... went to celebrate sister's birthday at safra tampines..

den came home liao....

Hope i earn lots of money and buy cars even more expensive than tis...

haas....

2007-03-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

A big rainny day... Afternoon accompany keng go bank return money...

den eay at kovan...den we went play arcade.. he come my house after tt...we call and wake zs up cos we decided to go punggol end ....

Its time for us Brothers to enjoy more often or else we gonna seperate le.

forgotten to brgt cigarettes... so boring... but we had fun....

We tok crap and cock... ppl laugh at us... take lots of pictures...

power la... the other brothers go for their poly medical checkup...

i rmb when all of us came punggol end and fish together... shiok... stylo..

Lol... i broke one of my fishing rods.... haiss... nvm... i juz have a wierd feeling tt i am feeling sad... i felt lyk i lost alot of tings... can som1 help me out? plssss... i am feeling depressed... i didnt go poly wif all tis brothers... i go clementi campus ITE... nxt week is our last meal together and we will fucking PLAY PLAY AND PLAY LYK WE USED TO IN SECONDARY SKOOL LIFE>.. PSA BROTHERS FOREVER...

HAISSS...wad else have i got to say.... gonna study hard .... dad is getting old... i wanna step into society soon... and be lyk real adult...

no more childhood for me le.... and i mus face the facts... i cannot throw dad and mom's face... whoever hu are my kin... i will always giv them a gd life no matter wad ... TIME PAST AND NEVER RETURNS... haisss

2007-03-21T18:23:00.000+08:00

Haiss... juz 2 more weeks... and we brothers go each and everyone of our own separate ways.... me too... almost no job for a month... spend more than i earn.... i am being look down by relative when they change their reaction so fast when i tell them i go ite... well well.... life is liddat....
Went out everyday... play arcade..play pool... sing kbox... all these fuck need money ...grrr... mom dun wan me to work anymore cos she wan me to work hard and get into poly within one year.... so i mus realli try my best.... my attitude sux.... but those hu kaobei alot aren't perfect u noe?... puay bye...

2007-03-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

hmm... morning went play bball... shooting from was gd... cant play inside the basket becos of my waist and back....grrr lol... sunday went watch NUS concert.... nt bad... den alot of ppl suan me... cos i cant bend my back all tis...nvm la... they mean no harm... so so so so lonely... skool gonna start le.... so how? 5 years of frenship all go seperate ways... dunno whether we brothers will have time for each other anot... some go NYP some go RP... some go SP... den for me... haiss... i realli treasure the 5 years of time where we spend in secondary skool... now I REGRET WHY I DID NT STUDY WELL FOR SECONDARY AND I MISS SECONDARY SKOOL LIFE AND I MISS EVERYONE...whether is senior junior or frens... i will always rmb one .... i go listen to akon lonely liao...
lonely ... i am so lonely... i have nobody for my own...

2007-03-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

I AM FUCKING FUCKING SAD.... SO MY BACK INJURY WAS SO SERIOUS.... i knew someting happen to my back... but i did nt went to consult doctor... i even went to play bball tis morning...den realise.. wad action i do...my back will lyk pain or even worst... went to acupuncture... dunno how to spell... den i pain until i wanna cry out... damn it...
drag myself home... den cant slp properly...now the whole waist and back tt part is wrap up... and I NEEDA GO BACK IN A FEW DAYS... haiss..
suffer again...grrr ... i cant even slp properly...

2007-03-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

o.0...cant take it le lar... stress lyk fuck fuck fuck... cigarette plsss...
i was having the mood to go the M.D.I.S the private poly... and i also went to the career fair at suntec to look at courses of different private foundation school...my favourite was was Tourism and Hospitality management... hospitality is form of tourism services... nt hospital...
my dream was to be a pilot or if not work at changi airport ...best is SIA..
My dad stil need to support my brother and sister for their studies and their university...so i tell my dad not to pay the 5.6k fees for me... but after taking around 5.6... i left onli another 3k ... i am suay tis few fucking weeks sia... handphone spoil... take pay buy another one... didnt even fucking put in the bank...grrr... after serious tinking... i decided to go ITE...anyway.. i am in higher nitec course... not those normal tech or normal acad nitec course... 2 year ite den directly 2nd year poly if result nt bad.... no choice la... i mus quickly finish my army...den get a decent job... den can let father retire early... cos his age almost 50 liao... wake up man....

2007-03-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

This post is about my trip to australia...but srry to post 2 weeks later

Singapore Internation Airport... cool

b4 going into plane... blur image... which camera man is tis ? lousy... ops...its my dad... LOL

my morning breakfast in plane... nt bad though.. chicken omelette... and so mani things...

Alone by the jetty -.-"

At Perth TownMy Hotel Room PLASMA TV

Beautiful babes at the beach

Am i pervert? i squeeze the cow... erhmm..

Aussie perth is a beautiful country and i wanna migrate there...cute little lambscow boy? nahhh...

My Finished dinner on the way back to singapore...haas...looks nice rite?

o.0 ... its mutton curry rice...

I finished my dinner... left 2 more hours to reach singapore ...haas...

listening music and watching movie on the plane...every sit has it... shiok... singapore here i come....

TTs all tt i did in australia... but i have more tings... to post... and more photos.. onli tt... there are too mani photos... haas... i finally post^^

2007-02-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

i luv my blog song... hao xin fen shou especially wang lee hom and cindy sing one... very meaningful.... haisss...
i went nan chiau tis morning... appealing for retain... the new vice-principal say... even if u realli work hard... i also dun think u will get gd results.... ur results cannot make it... hais.....
WHY? i will nv cry anymore.... i juz sad and cry inside my heart....

I felt so useless.....haisss....
nan chiau dun wan me... poly dun wan me... no one wans me... ppl laugh at me...relative asking bout me... T.T...... i did work hard for the last few months b4 o-lvl... n i am so confident bout my subjects...but result come out....
My last resort...i sign up for ITE but i will take private o-lvls... and attend night school to learn my combined science and my maths all these...

Do we all brothers realli have the time for each other? or we go our own way ? i do nt noe... and lots of my frens from nan chiau... and my band mates... all concern bout me and all support me..... i hope i wun let u all down another time tis year... bb... off to study liao.... and work ...
I WILL REALLI MISS EVERYONE TT I NOE.... BB....

2007-02-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up went orchard shaw house sign contract for my job...
den went far east plaza accompany nicolas and kw buy cloths..but i nv buy ... took train to seng kang...meet the doom... i knew it... i receive one booklet from orchard toking bout private skool... and i knew something bad is coming... went smoke b4 taking results... den went skool... hair nt acceptable..take hair spray .... den spray until so much... stil nt satisfied.. in the end hack care den chiong in hall by side door... wait and wait... all damn ansious... and i was right...i fail my exam... hais...
disapointed.... smoke in skool toilet... den went out... i dun realli wan to smoke one... is i damn stress den i smoke.... hais.... i study nt hard enough i guess.... nvm... while working... nearly cry out... but went home cry.... O-lvl hais... 36 pts with L1 R4... onli ITE wan take me.. or maybe retain...see how la...i done my saddening ...and its time to look forward for a betta future.... srry dad and mom...i let u both down... and all my brothers,myfrens and everyone...srry... i am a stupid retarded idiot hu dunno how to study and learn things slow...

2007-02-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

my food poisoning finally ok ler... my mom scold me for going zhen fa live seafood eat again...LOL... i tt time go home stomach pain...but lucky is minor..nt food poisoning.... o.0 i lose quite alot of weight... and my frens said i slim down alot... 2day went for hair cut... i leave long behind..
decided to cut some lines to style... ^^ came home around 11.45... went hougang plaza play until juz now... hais.... something happend....

2007-01-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

hais... stomach feeling upset... uneasy... vomit almost everyday... no appetite... last saturday went nyp open house... wif one big group and 2 gals... den stil same old thing... everyone free gift... and last week nearly get caught... but lucky he ran off fast.... den police come... lucky all chiong to dolby ghaut...lol... ming chuan and her fren say i pool pro? lol
outside ppl challenge me ... i win... loser pay money...woots... yesturday went boon lay interview work... send me to compasspoint work? most likely... den went jurong pt... and SBGM went popular free gift sia... power!!! playe arcade... den went city hall playworks company interview too... after tt went suntec ...all eat lunch... after eating half bowl of porridge... i vomit all out and some cake tt i ate earlier... grrrr
pain sia... den walk to marina square... played 2 rounds of bowling ... i win XD the 1st one...2nd one anyhow throw cos was trying out some shots... after tt went play pool... and LOL... TABLE 5 ...RUBBER AGAIN... win mc and her fren... after tt walk quite long to city hall mrt den go home... even though i feel eneasy... i try to show a strong front in front of my bros and frens... cos mus enjoy ....

2007-01-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

o.0.... I AM OUT!!!!! OF MY DAMN BED!!!

2007-01-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

yesturday went for for blood donation but fail.... nvm den went gym...
at nite meet keng,km,zs n kw go jalan kayu eat .... i feel abit uneasy at tt time... closed lots of deals...o.0...
went home den i felt breathing problems...den whole body no energy...
i was breathing damn hard... my breath lyk gonna break... den after taking temperature... i got fever and i caught flu....
went frm hospital around midnite .... cannot sleep well... vomit lots of time.... morning wake up den continue sleep whole day until evening...
my mom said...when a person is sick... he betta sleep and take more rest.... take medicine 3 times per day... not nice one.... hope i get betta ..
thx for all those ppl hu care and concern bout me...

2007-01-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

2day went out in the morning to recruit stretegy...yesturday went kelly services.... i think i dio sack... should be... den the sad thing is... no lunch wif her...no work wif her and no chat wif her.... T.T.... meet at kovan wif km,zs n kw...went shawhouse orchard road... we free gifts almost everyday...lol...addicted? ...tok rubbish and crap rubbish all the way.. until other ppl also laugh at us...o.0... den i lent km money...we all go watch the new movie which wyane johnson which was "the ROCK" hu was the main charactor in the movie... hmm... after watching the movie..
was touch by the words of the coach ... nowadays 7 eleven and department stores too mani camera....damn it man.... but i sucess ^^
den walk all the way frm orchard to dolby ghaut... find zhi guang , chest and nicolas...they working at the japanese company..."daiso" we go their working place free gifts...LOL... they even teach us wad to take...LOL..
i went bugis find my godmother and her... but they working .... den help to do stocks for the last time b4 i quit or dio sack.... so long no see her..
so hard to meet up...live so far...T.T... nxt week when they having lunch break den i go accompany .... meet zs , keng and nicolas at dolby mrt den we take train to marina eat zhen fa live seafood...LOL... commentator...
I CAN COUNT AROUND MORe tHAN 100 TIMES CHEE BYE TT BLOODY BIRD SCOLD...LOL...LOL...the hot hot butterfly dio his face..
LOL... den went arcade play play....2day i go atm draw money until my DBS card rotten sia.... left $110 onli bah...wtf.... took bus 400 out to marina bay...den decided to go see sports car tt drift... and go esplanade...den we walk there....DEN LOL.... WE SNEAK INTO CONTRUCTION SITE AND TT BLOODY BIRD WHOLE LEG GO INTO MUD....me , zs and bird dio the most...DEN ALL CURSE KENG...LOL
went lau pa sat... make the whole toilet dirty... den went cheers free gifts.
den walk to clark quay.... we sneak into onli 18 and above ppl ... so mani pub there....beautiful gals... wow...my birthday go there celebrate la...
lucky she dunno i go ... den we walk until missing... SHIT... gonna 12 am liao.... den we trust bird...walk walk walk until finally... somerset station
den realise...we walk all the way frm marina to somerset...LOL...
but went for last 7-11 b4 heading home...ez link for student expired...
recently...keep following ppl into mrt...no choice... adult faiir ...one ride dunno more than $1 liao...fuck it man.... went home use com den watch death note at home... slp liao...bb...tmr got basketball....
i finally had a long post.... wait a few months den i ahd a long one ..
I FINALLY MARKETING EXECUTIVE ...LOL

2007-01-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

I THINK I DIO SACk... BUT I WILL MISS U....

2007-01-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

o.0...2day go work... during meal break..ate wif her... she sweet la... haas
den we went buy 4D ..the price of our meal.... haas.... took bus 80 frm bugis home... msg her lo...haas... went home play dota... den slp ...
waiting for tmr lo...nitez ppl

2007-01-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

o.0 as for the metro paragon ... i will nv forget...wad is destiny and fate..
nvm...i think too much lol... forget it.....
i finally got ya name XD ... hehe... got fake by me... but fun la... 2day i off den u work...tmr u off den i work.... T.T.... always got u to tok to me...
my working hours pass fast... nvm... i shall wait until monday...XD
2day zg,zs,kw,km,chest came my house...den we went heartland mall yoshinoya eat.. den gavin and zheng an came... we went ps watch death note 2...den we dio dai ji in the lift...the guy say we very kao bei...den we confronted him...den after tt...realise... we so ah beng for wad? its being childish anyway...den the dai ji sua lo.... i remember tis praise... grow up la young kids....act beng got wad use...but nt i wan start one la... is my fren go tap his back...nvm.... lol..CFO AND CEO CLOSE 2 DEAL...
HAO HAO HAO.... we played pool...arcade den went home lo...

2006-12-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

YAWN...I CHIONG AND WORK HARD EVERYDAY... i HOLD 2 FUCKING JOBS...AND I AM GOD DAMN TIRED... I AM STIL ONLI A MARKETING AGENT... I AM GONNA WORK HARD TO PROMOTE TO MARKETING EXECUTIVE SO ON AND SO FOR...AND THE OTHER JOB AS PROMOTER AT BUGIS SEIYU...I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!

25th of december...christmas day... kong ming came my house den we went meet mr alvin den took bus 151 to mr eric house which is out BGM(business group manager)... OMG...3 cars...
den we prepare barbecue things... so mani ppl...DEN OMG... COMPANY BOSS CAME...den CFO and SBGM all came...GREET ALL OF DEM...
brg them the best food... got 2 large turkey... den lots of food la... such a wide spread sia... drank wine and beer... den omg...mr alvin was drunk and he realli turn into a mad person...but lucky got lots of guyz there to control him... CEO AND CFO CAR WAS STYLO.... nvm... juz gimme 5 years n i promise to show everyone a car tt i earn for myself... i gonna be a sucesser and prove my parents wrong... play until yesturday 12am+
den went home...

2day went work at 1.30 work til 8.30 den slack around at bugis cos no one there also...except working fren.... work for juz 2 more days den i resting 4 days le... going class barbecue tis friday...woots... den going KL tis saturday until nxt monday.... HU WAN TO BUY THINGS ... TELL ME B4 HAND.... I GOING MALAYSIA... SO HU WAN ANY NICE STUFF?^^

2006-12-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

let me post one before going to work ...
how do i start erm.. o.0?
oh ya...wednesday band outing... around 34 people go...
very fun ..swimming,play basketball and lots more....
den at nite went play pool at mount fabour safra... nice sia..the pool table

Thursday nothing much...go for work... and that attitude aunty... hu lyk to show off...and very selfish la... always call me work afternoon shift...
knn...i very du lan liao... at nite go home so mani promoters... so cramp up...den the queue... CCB... nvm ... later i go kan her until she cry...

Friday which was yesturday...hm.. take off day for the promoter ... went venture era... 2nd company... company slideshow was nice... and a gal journan... quite pretty...but alreadi marketing executive... me onli marketing agent... cannot sia... mus chiong to maketing manager by nxt year... den Mr Eric and Dewey was funny ...stil the same.. all the college there treat me as family members... especially mr alvin ...srry sia...
dunno how to apologise for wad i did...

today work up watch nba... den now posting...going out at one....
fucking aunty... u r dead... ur attitude problem... i cannot stand it liao...
or else i complain to boss....grrr

2006-12-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

i quite long nv post liao hor?
found my new job bah...
met mani bigger rank manager especially the best 4 i noe...
Timothy,wai jun , ren ji and alvin...
all damn frenly...haas...
today meet them for breakfast in cp...
den went skool band....
played my wife which was my euphonium....lol
went toilet smoke b4 tt and ppl caught me smoking worh...
i threw away the whole packet...
feel some sort of regret when smoking in the 1st place...

i alreadi manage to quit for 30 over days months ago....
now i smoke again....grrrrr
Trying to quit smoking now...but i nv say i will quit...
BUT I TRY... even if i got smoke...i noe how to control one....
once in awhile bah....if i nv quit...
chiong to raffles place after band went chat wif my Business manager..
saw psa lo.... den take train home eat la...

2006-12-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

2day went kinetics... which was my company... the pretty secretary called me 2 times den i answer and tell her i will return the name tag.....
went to company at around 11+ .... return the tag and quitedhe job... even though it pays much... but the money i spend on transpot and food can be $10...spend more when i hv eevn earn...tmr take the pay frm the bookshop... den went recuit express to find the agent...den saw my cousin... den knew tt he work there...lol... at ngee ann city tower A... called lots of company...den going Isetan interview on monday... and tmr going peninsula plaza for another promoter job...maybe will me send to orchard ^^ hehex... went hougang wait for chest and km... den we chat at mcdonald... after tt went for some free gifts... had loreal dye hair...
and the bleach...LOL... km bluff us...crap... anyway...zs and kw was sad becos of some problems wif their gal...cheer up... i realli dun wan see u all brothers so sad...always look on the bright side of life... and nv giv up
jia you... went zs house... den took train home ... i wanna dye more golden soon... LOL... maybe pierce ear...

2006-12-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

morning fucking wake up so early... bath den wear long sleeve shirt and leather shoe... went for 1st day of work... took train to china town den walk to our company...me , zsa and kw...lol...morning meeting on disco music...boss damn stylo sia... den loud music meeting...lol... den casper was my supervisor... he is pro in advertising sia...tts wad i can say... brg us to places tat are very good... he also let us slack alot...den got one customer...cos he is client mah so mus entertain him...he gimme cigarette den i smoke wif him and tell him the products ... no choice... customer number 1...he buy my product lo... Casper brg us go slack around... ate lunch den continue work until 5 ...went back to office....
went china town ate dinner wif stick and rubber... den went out jalan kayu at around 10.30 to drink and chat wif my bros... cheer up bros...
lol...ah keng home ground...LOL.... yawnz...job so wad salary high..
i tired sia...maybe work a few more weeks or days den quit le lo...
maybe going sentosa , john little or isetan...hmmm...which should i choose....forget it...i go slp liao...tmr go meet client again...--_--

2006-12-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

o.0... tis few days went for job interview... sucess... the secretary damn chio sia...LOL... went dye hair today... the hairstylist also damn chio..
lol.... nt my problem anyway... *blink blink* dye brown golden...
ah keng come...wait for zs reborn his hair and me dying hair...den 3 of us went outram park ...cos ah keng wanted to interview for tt job also....
kian wei brought his mom and brother along...LOL his brother... nth to say sia...so energetic... 2day tap 6 times ez link sia... card very fast sure no money... went queensway buy some clothing and also buy long sleeves for working one... ate the laksa there...den take 51 to hougang... and i will not take 51 anymore lol... almost 1 hour ride...grrr.... den took train home lo... mom and dad was surprise wif the hair...nv scold me la... I SHOULD HAVE DYE MORE GOLD...wasted... since they nv scold..LOL

2006-12-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

o.0 5 days no post ar... i forgot.. cos the 5 days lyk 24 hours onli....
i feel tt way.... tuesday last day of work ... was sack by the lady boss.... grrrr.... salary onli fucking $150.75.... LOL ... clean buttocks ar....LOL...
forget it... went out wif zhi sheng and kian wei on wednesday , thursday...
thursday nite went punggol cut hair... zs do treatment on his hair... me trim my hair...den we all ask the barber to style kong ming's hair... haas..
jeremy also... den follow zs and kw near hx's house the rooftop garden there... drank a can of carlsberg... went to the kopitiam... buy some fries den the uncle damn experience sia...say i drank beer b4 coming...cos he see my face....grrr...den say under 18...drink beer den smile and walk away... quarrel wif dad sia... hack care lar... i leave for dinner wif family 1st...

Friday 1/12/2006
Went skool help brother refund some text book..kian wei waited for me downstairs in skool library.....den went up band for around half hour den went hougang meet zs at hougang den we went harbourfront tt zhi guang recommended...find jobs... but in the end nv... i took classified out of cheers...den zs bought newpaper... we were crapping...den call lots of company... until i spotted one... i called... den i immediately went back home change to a more decent outfit...den ask dad fetch me , zs and kw to peninsula plaza at city hall for interview...quite success for me..cos i have sails experience b4... waitin for the call on monday... the salary basic 1.3k and stil got commision sia... needa wear long sleeves wif tie..
pants and leather shoes... wow... i will look lyk a cool and decent chap..
lol... den after tt walk to raffles city and ate dinner ... AND PEP PEP...
LOL....nvm... went suntec walk frm all the way frm tower 1 to 5...
nt bad la...also the world largest fountain...fountain of wealth....
watch the beautiful scenery...anyway..kian wei.. cheer up... it will be fine..
reach home at around 11 liddat...

2/12/2006 today
woke up watch nba til 12.30... km , jeremy and chest come my house after their work...jeremy work last day at bookshop while km and chest continue work until they find their job... jeremy got job in a arcade...
zg also...cool man...but 4.50 per hour..nt bad...stil less than mine...
km steal lots of my songs put in his ipod... played nba...KINGS WON SPURS WIF tt foul in buzzer beater...WAHAHA...
lent jeremy $10 ...den lent km $2.... i bankrupt liao..lol...
played 3 hours of lan at netsforce wif zhi guang and zheng an...but they play for 5 hours...haas... ate my dinner at 11.05...LOL
forgotten.... take care ppl....

2006-11-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

I scared relative will say y we stil have the mood to go cruise when house is liddat...but no choice... cannot afford to waste anymore money ... the cruise around 1000 plus for a balcony class and money is important for our family now...so no choice...had to go...
Friday 24/11/2006

work up early becos workers come out house and clear up the mess and black stain all over...o.0...my room mus wait until nxt month? cos mine last one to renovate...nvm ...anyway...house structure was weak so electricity cut down 3 times...lol... had to bath in the dark without lights..
dad fetch me to skool cos i wanna go for band and find my fren....
after so mani things happen...dun think i wanna perform for concert le...
no mood and 7th nite ...i scared no time practice... but will still go watch and support the band on dec 16 .... went cruise around 6 pm... cruise leave at 9...played arcade... eat all tis la....
was very angry wif dad ...cos he went casino and lose over 2000 dollar...
grrrrrrr..... but he manage to win back on the last day... but in the end lose around $800 bah...at least nt so much...than 2000

25/11/2006
went play basketball on the cruise...went swimming and and the barbecue party begin...woots... lots of babes on the cruise.... and also got one performance is las vegas styled topless show... onli for 18 and above den can buy the ticket...LOL... nxt year bah....and its LIVE .... crap...
brother and cousins were in arcade....i went into the theatre to watch movies...the show onli 17 and above cos scold lots of vulgar ... one movie i heard more than 50 times F word...o.0...was very tired becos of previous days which i had slpless nite so i sit on any chair on cruise ... directly fell aslp...fast ar....
Today woke up and have breakfast and cruise reaching singapore soon..
played some basketball.... watch dad gambling wif his working frens...
NXT YEAR I CAN GO CASINO^^...SHHH..lol..jkjk
check out around 12.15 den went take train home ...went ah ma house eat..later going out to bugis wif zs and kw...

2006-11-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...thx for concerning and cheering me up but its no use... cos u all are not in my shoes.... anyway...yesturday went to work so quickly post... 2day i will psot full detail bah...

21/11/2006

2 hours after i came back frm a fun day wif brothers...
was playing dota halfway at 11.50pm.....suddenly mom shout fire...
quickly leave my com and went to help out....but the fire was too big...
around 1 storey high.... cant help...so stupid...nv think of calling 995...
whole family keep slashing water....neighbours all came frm their slp becos of fire engines...police , paramadics and firefighters came around 15 mins time...
22/11/2006
it was past midnite....the house was til burning inside... the fire started when my families are watching tv and ready to slp while i using computer... while the fire stil burning heavily... the firefighters try their best to put out the fire....and around 15-20 mins den the fire was put out....lots of water frm 2nd floor splash to 1st floor and lots of furniture was soak wif water and was destroy....o.0...the fire was started when the light bulb short-circuit....police question me and ask whether my families are ssfe and sound....all except my dad was burned....but currently... he is ok alreadi.....never slp for the whole nite...becos accompany dad to mount avalnia hospital and singapore general hospital...he took 2 injections.... reach home around yesturday morning 5.30 am... whole nite nv slp...came back home continue help clear up those little mess...
went to work at 8.30.... dad contacted policy company... and contact all sorts of company...lyk...painting,renovating, clearing...and lot more...
the policy(bao xian) company onli paid some and dad needa pay so much man....no choice...part of 2nd and third floor properties all got burned... all worth around 8-10k bah...nvm... money doesnt matter becos it can be earn all over again... as long as family members are fine... work frm 9am-3pm den me,zs and kw walk to alina's house...jamie,linda and hong xi were there also...at 1st wanted to go home...but burn alreadi go home also nth to rest and stay...when reach alina's house...i directly went to the chair and fell aslp for around 1 hour....zhi sheng ask me to stay at his house overnite since there is no place for me to slp becos my room was the most serious.... mom allowed... alina's dog called shaggy and was cute...same age as me ^^...its walking style also very cute... keep barking becos the gals make it angry? o.0... went to use her com after wake up.. 4 computers man...played maple becos 3 months nv touch le...haas...
the gals cook some dishes for us to taste... all very nice even though i noe hu cook the nicest ^^ ... hais...keep thinking about my house but dun dare to cry out.... yeah almost forgotten... i last watch power rangers was around 8 years ago...den watch at kids central.... was nice ...haas...
childhood time juz rox...no problems to face.... help jamie wash dishes... and clear up the floor den went to pad shaggy again...so cute... it will lie on its bed when ppl pad it.....
walked home on the dark road den pack things and went to zhi sheng house for dinner at 9.30 cos he was waiting for me.... watch tv halfway fall aslp... cos more than 35 hours no slp le.... went to bed early....
i snore den zhi sheng could nt realli slp...no choice...i damn tired le...
23/11/2006

went to work frm 9-3 ...the aunty lyk dun wan us to work leh.... we 3 can feel tis way sia.... went hougang point ate lunch at 3 ..bought bubble tea..
took 112 home and bath.... the racious(dunno hw to spell) was so itchy becos of those black stain of smoke in my house... my skin very sensitive..
the racious keep growing more and more.... keep scratching ...bath 4 times per day....2nite gonna go see doctor for injections.... hais...
now i am poor person and i gonna think twice b4 spending any money...
2nite injection will cost a bomb....grrrrrrr..... nvm... heaven's will...
after injection gonna go drink beer alone....HAIS.... SAVE ME FR MY MISERY PLS....ANYONE?

2006-11-22T08:22:00.000+08:00

I always tell myself to be happy....but can i ? CAN I ? anyone tell me? CAN I ?????
Yesturday went out wif PSA....these friday i going overseas.... so went lavender extent passport.... but ...i have no mood for tis friday's cruise le..
hais....nvm...tok bout happy things 1st.... we went vivo city...crap lot...
play pool... den went to that candy shop...bought some expensive candies.
went chomp chomp at serangoon garden.... had a nice meal wif my bros..
especially the cold milk beancurd...which was famous....
ate barbecue stingray... alot .. alot.... those were the happy moments...

played dota frm the time i reach home to 11.50..... den my mom shout at her top of her voice....said ZAO HUO...FIRE.... i heard le...i leave my com den ran and get water.... but the fire was damn big at the 2nd floor...
i had no choice...i called 995... and i cried on the phone.... i dun wan to see my beautiful house got burned down..... the store room which has items worth more thousands and thousands of money.... my dad was realli very weak at that time becos he also dun wan to see the house got burned down..... i cant do any fuck..... WHY WHY WHY.... ALMOST THE WHOLE OF 2nd FLOOR WAS ALREADI BURNED AND BLACK LE LAR.... I CANT STOP CRYING......OMG....I JUZ CANT DO ANY FUCK.... in 15 mins... the firefighters came..... i pull my dad out of the place wif fire..... i said..... WHY BOTHER ABOUT THE HOUSE... I JUZ WAN THE 5 of US FAMILY MEMBERS TO BE SAFE.... MY DAD REALLI GONE MAD.... I CALM HIM DOWN... den the fire was put out within 15 mins.... around 1 am+ den the fire was put out....
All my cousin and relative came frm their slp and help to clear up the mess after the burning....HAIS....THX ....T.T....
My dad was burned on his hand.... i accompany him to Mount avalnia
hospital....on 2.30 am.... den he took 2 injections.... the doctor den send him to Singapore general hospital.... i follow dad along.... my mom,brother and sister were at home clearing.... waited very very long for doctor..and saw 2 gangsters wif bloody faces.... they had fights and send to hospital.... one of damn nearly die... wanted to help when he fell...
but he was drunk....and will attack ppl.... den i stil cant do any thing also.. i am useles..... accompany dad to consult doctor... den was relieve that his burn was lvl 2 burn tt means my dad felt the pain... if he nv felt the pain.... the skin willl be dead.... went home frm hospital around 5.20 am juz now.... we decided not to go for cruise anymore....
Hais.... such a nice house become liddat....
the cost for repairing and buying new furniture cost more than 15k....
now my family is poor alreadi..... i am off to work... and help to sponsor wad i can earn to my parents.... i am no longer rich anymore.....
HAIS.... WHY WHY WHY.... HEAVEN ALWAYS UNFAIR TO ME....
MAYBE ITS RETRIBUTION.....I AM BETTA OFF DEAD....

2006-11-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

today went for last paper of exams.... hais.... i am a failure...
that thought juz went into my mind...i had no mood for the whole paper...
40 mcq question....last 10 anyhow do...cos i juz gave up on science...
went for work after tt .... saw some band members....
actualli start work at 11...but put start at 10.30...free half hour pay la....
afternoon...my employer ask me go buy lunch....den went ... wanted to buy lionger red but no money...no point la.... might as well smoke til death....
went back slack for half hour....went to slam dunk at the primary skool court.... after tt.. me ,zs and kw were sweaty den continue to do the packaging.... after work...my bros were sad.... we listen sad songs...
well well....dude.... no matter wad... i will stil be here as ur bro.....
went hougang mall slack...den plan to go out ....................hais....
i am off alreadi....if anything happpen...juz dun care....k?
i bought beer and steal some of dad's beer.....sad la...no money for any cigarette.....i wanna smoke and get dizzy den forget everything.... but it is nt forever......take care ppl....i am off.... maybe i am nt coming home 2nite....

2006-11-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

today had 1st day of work.... 1st day was damn tough lar.... nearly twisted my hand and broke my back...lucky nv..... work for 4 hours...
den went cp had lunch....ate at interchange...saw band members at mcdonald....den went kfc find those red cross gals.........guess how i felt?
was very tired.... but quite happy though.... but y am i stil thinking about others? STUPID THINKING....grrr.... wanted to go play pool wif them but went home directly... was damn tired....so went for a good slp.... see 2nite got go where lo.... going the playground near my house.... went there to slack and see stars.... HAIS.... u are lyk the stars... and i think i cant grab u becos....i think too much.....

2006-11-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12.30 in the afternoon today... mom got to use house phone and call my hp to third floor to wake me up...LOL wth...
anyway... meet yong cheng ... 3.30 den saw wilson and his fren... den go pop-pop lo... den we went play pool...yc play one round den he got to go find stephanie... den i play wif wilson and his fren pool....won wilson but lose his fren... jamie and alina wanted to come my house cos jamie say wanna giv me a surprise....wait for zhi sheng and bye to wilson and his fren.... zs and me crap all the way to kovan and we bought things to eat and drink...den decide to walk to zg house... called zg and ask him look outside the window and giv him surprice....he so happy...he chiong out and accompany us walk to alina's house... den noe tt jamie and alina was stil in the house.... den bring them to my house lo.... alina said my house bigger? i dun think so... her house more expensive^^ jamie audition so pro....ROARS!!!... play jam,rakieon and gunbound...^^
aiyoh...jamie...crap sia... around 7+ den accompany them out... zs walk alina home...den i walk jamie to the bustop... we were toking bad about som1....HEHE.... SECRET... den she took 136 home den i walk the dark and quiet backalley home and have dinner... tts all.. bah... i telling grandfather story^^

2006-11-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up 7.45 den reallise was gonna late for band.... den decide nt to go band le...i go skool study for science nxt monday...^^ ... played basketball wif my sec 3 frens....after tt when band having break den i went in...was stil thinking wanna perform anot.....
Anyway... playing wif those cards? so fun? attract attention ?
ah..i dun giv a fucking damn...saw so mani juniors all so frenly...haas...
went canteen eat abit...poh yih said the french toast was indeed nice...lol..
went 303 ..accompany they all eat but i nv...but drink ice milo onli...haas
continue play basketball...LOL...nv study at all... went cp find the gals...
den went home le ....LOL... TOKING OF OPPOSIT IS GOOD... JEREMY.....LOL.... ENTRY PROOF>... ZHI SHENG>..WTF...LOL... I LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH PAIN....WAHAHA.... went home ... so tired

2006-11-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

woke up late today...slack until evening den went out wif wee leong and ming hao.... i did bad things ... i toook the rod out and pass to them den we went serangoon...ming hao sibei rich lar... brg so much money...nabei...i wan ...lol... he go buy 3 packets of singapore cigarette den leong buy malaysia one cos he nt as rich as hao...
wen to the shop and get all the stuff.... hao bought fishing rod and all the things... total $50 plus sia... nt bad lar...quite cheap though... i help them tie strings and hooks.... lol...on the way they dunno smoke how mani liao.
hao got a nice tatoo on his leg...juz put one...maybe i also wanna go put...
so long nv go out wif them...all join gang liao...i told leong i also wanna join but he call me dun join...cos now he wan to get out of gang also hard liao....u tell me tt i will regret? will i realli regret? i need frens outside..
i dun mind joining gang... we walk the whole of serangoon north den went seng shiong .... after tt they go east coast fish overnite and i went home... cos tmr maybe i going for band bah.... boring lar.......
so mani jobs to choose...which one should i go? o.0

2006-11-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

i am here to post...dunno y i felt so lazy to post leh....lol.... last time have motivation one... no motivation for anything even posting? lol... o.0
GRRR...i prefer going to skool... and when having exams... at least i can have something to do lyk studying....now leh.... everyday finding jobs...
dunno which one to choose leh... i am waiting for yong cheng ... he wanna go work wif me...haas.. finaly contacted him...last time buddy.... wait for his A-lvl finish...last day bah.... i have been VERY FINE.... for the past few weeks...i am NOT sad at all.... becos i am jonathan... -.-"
i very du lan wif ur fucking attitude.........
anyway...thx those ppl hu care for me......
so long nv go punggol end le... think i am going soon bah....
yesturday went play basketball den dio flu.... cos nv bath...LOL
hack care....hais......boring.... i go hougang plaza liao....cya ppl

2006-11-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

haisssssssssssssssss..........................

why why why........... i gonna fail my o-lvl tis year....
i noe i was nt as hardworking as last time cos i slack lots...
i have no motivation for anything.... failure in everything....
hais....wasted another year.....
i am srry dad and mom....
i should nt have born out into tis freaking world....

2006-11-03T00:41:00.000+08:00

i post a short one bah since i have time.....
hais...o-lvl stress....maybe i choose to retain nxt year if my results are bad
i am a slow learner though...
i was shocked when my fren say science and maths are compulsory when go poly...den my science...buang... i nv passed any chem or physics test since sec 3 until now...hais....
everyday went skool onli study abit den most of the time is play basketball and slack onli .....grrr.....awww....
anyway... i realli have no other motive... juz a gift ...haas...^^
happy birthday to sylvia and my other fren...
i listened to Diana Ross songs... i cried out loud and i felt so relieve....
i am off to my studies... i am nt hardworking type but at least i tried... so i shall see my fate and where i end up in nxt year... srry my dear frens...
hais...srry brothers...realli srry....wif tis kind of attitude i have....
srry if i smoke... cos non-smoker wun understand how tobacco can help alot......

2006-10-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

happy hari raya ? if i am nt wrg...lol...
5 more days to o-lvl... grrr.. chinese... also dunno how to revise on chinese... anyone have tips? o.0
13 more days to big Os...grrr... always say wanna study den in the end... whole day study one and a half hour...nvm 2nite continue study chemistry den try to do abit of art....

lunch dad cook... the bee hoon go put ginger ...taste lyk bloody shit... lol...
i finish it or else dad nt happy....grrrr.... aha...
always study abit den think of other things... hais...
hard to concentrate sia... gonna find ppl to teach me liao...
no motivation.... crap....

at nite maybe going out study wif fren... these few days go out study... yesturday go skool... at library study... eat free lunch and den some basketball all these lar... lazy to post so much also....
where r u...? som1 save me frm my sorrows pls....haisss...

2006-10-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

hm... graduation day... ceremony... some refreshments... plant tree...
class t-shirt...i lyk it alot man... mr tan = monkey... whole class wear except 1 or 2..
den when come to planting tree ceremony... psa ppl... all so excited..LOL
plant zs... o.0... take lots of funny photos wif mr tan ...so fun lar... in canteen YAM SENG wif mr ong...lol..haas... knock our trademark...

all these lar... went play bball after skool den went home bath and come back for nite study... go in band room see...they play damn sux... eupho damn GOOD>....lol
went wif psa brothers go eat dinner den come kfc study... red cross gals were there also ...haas... dunno wad happen... when i noe den come write more...
coughing getting worst...voice keep running out... grr... can onli use hand to type bah..
haas...take care ppl and thx those hu care for me...
hais... am i realli thinking too much?

2006-10-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

Dunno y body is feeling weak tis few days.... yesturday nite sore throat until lyk a mute cos of cough too much... i cant tok or speak out anything... i force myself to speak the loudest voice...in the end onli can whisper to my mom... but tis morning wake up got voice alreadi...but damn hard lar...stil mus push... but at least frens heard....lol... 2day o-lvl practical...thx for ppl hu wish me... think fail bah...cos my science knowledge juz sux... was very hot so sweat alot... the invigilator damn frenly lar... see my IC and keep comparing... den laugh n said... ur primary and ur looks now look alot different... more handsome....LOL?? he was toking rubbish... i where handsome ...lol... dun tok bout tt... went for lunch wif brothers den went bball court paly bball.... nearly dio mang cang yan..lol...cos pain pian in stomach.... after around 45 mins of play...
i feeling a hard breathing problem... cos cough too much and i got astma background.... go home dio gan by mother... she say... cough stil go play...lol... ate 3 panadol today... cos head pain until lyk got drum hit liddat... nvm lar...off to tuition... damn sickness... XING KU U NOE?

2006-10-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG MING.... 17 liao huh.... big boy liao....
anyway...7 of us ... kong ming,me,jeremy,chester,zhi sheng ,gavin and yuchang.... we meet at kovan den take train to jurong east... some of us had free gifts... jeremy the most...WOW...professional... i onli got one... haas... reaching jurong east swimming complex liao...den go swim for around 3 hours... the haze is so bad everyday...woke up in the morning wif sore throat...and went swimming wif headache...the water so cold...
now down wif fever and flu....hais... play the water slide,wave and lazy pool... after bathing...we went for free gifts again...dangerous sia... lol...
all bad habit lar...cannot free gifts anymore... mus tell myself and brothers to stop it.... sian lar....zhi guang ,kian wei and ming guang cannot come... or else perfect psa...^^... went to take train home to cp..
in cp alreadi feeling so weak liao... should have alight at kovan and go home directly...wasted my money on xtra fare when i go cp do nth...
nvm...went home... see brother play dota until fell aslp for around 1 hour plus when he finished 2 rounds ...haas... eat some light dinner cos 7 of us ate chicken rice on a big table... order one chicken...haas...tts all lar...
i am off to study and take a rest liao or else later cant heal...
hais... i am very luan now....should i tell ppl? hais...saddening...i juz sux

2006-10-15T15:24:00.000+08:00

very luan and fan nao...sian lar...
wish i was born in other country....
wad a quiet sunday... ppl tell me... smoking is gd.. wad for quit...?
juz continue smoking when u alreadi smoke b4... o.0 listen to them?
some of reasons was rite... smoking can realli cure stress... and lots of
things...
But i promise my frens wun do it... promise so mani of them... tis is my third week without cigarette... i dun feel any urge for it anymore...
ppl also tell me smoking can help to slim down but in a harmful way..
the best thing tt cigarette can help alot...
which is help the person die early... i lose too mani things since i was in secondary... i lose people, i lose my pet dog , i lose my hamster... and i lose one thing tt is important to every guy... dignity...hais...
i realli hope i can find the right person to express out all my sorrows...
if no choice...i juz go and do wad i lyk... UNDERGROUND... smoke... drink... O-LVL coming and i juz sit at one corner??
i wanna get a well-paid job and let my parents have a good life.... well....

2006-10-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

i shall post a long one tis time since it is weekend... well well... i was disapointed tt i did not went to my secret hideout....at punggol end...
nvm... yesturday was alreadi plan to run out of skool after 3rd period but we ran away after recess instead cos went skool library do some self study... ate wif bros during recess den went to 3o3 there play basketball...
saw alina,linda,jamie,hx , their so called chun leong sir? , yuan ming..
dunno if i spell correct anot...and there were a dude and a bro... at 1st dunno their name...after tt den noe was murali... play full court lor... bulli the gals... but in the end pass them the ball ...LOL cos later say big bulli...haas... so fun lar... keep passing the ball to me... den while we psa playing among ourself...lots of injuries happen... som1 got hit in the "TOOT" ...how painful... it was kicked sia... i remember i got hit by the TOOT b4... and i thought it was all over...LOL... but in the end ...nv lar...
lol...dun tok all tis... wahaha...play around 2 hours... went home chat online.... was damn hungry and i cant find a shit in the house to eat... except apples...DOT... i drank 2 bottles and 2 cups of cold water...
dio gastric...but nvm ...i REN until 6 den went for dinner... gonna meet at 4.45 ...den zg came at 5... we went heartland mall see magic and walk around... zg cant wait any longer....he went lan shop play... and whenever he see me...and BONE CLICK...dot.... i laugh until upside down.... wth..
zs 6 den reach...hais...waited for 1 hour plus...nvm lar... i can understand
cos he sending alina home...me and zs went for dinner... den the we went mcdonald study... after awhile we change spot to paya lebar cc there study but nv study in the end cos see ppl play basketball... ALL BASKETBALL COACHES SAID...PLAY DEFENCE TIGHTLY AND HARDWORKING....OFFENCE WILL TAKE CARE OF ITS OWN... AND ITS TRUE....
in the end zs do nth and i did onli a question n we decided to go back mcdonald study and we did it... kian wei raech around 7... we study , listen songs , chat abour our life and joke around...n we tok bout our primary skool life...LOL....we all laugh until lyk mad.... GONG DAI... KARNA...**** *** ....LOL especially zs... GIV PPL MONEY...LOL and me...dun wan lose face lar... LOL ZS SO CUTE AND FUNNY LAST TIME...haas... went to loiter around kovan at 10.15 pm ... chat and tok about our problems...hope kw dun sad n nt so much stress while zs mus have confidence in himself...as for me... i alreadi ma mu liao... used to it le...nvm... hais.... accompany the 2 of them slack around... anyway is at kovan...actualli wanna taunt overnite... but nxt day lyk have basketball so must have enough slp bah... pei them wait for bus den i went home liao....
i am so disapointed bah... PUNGGOL END...HERE I COME....
tis post is long... so i think i wun post quite alot cos exams ...... take care everyone....bb...... hais.....

2006-10-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

i am back to post liao... frm last week until now .... i play truency around 4 times le bah.... after recess take bag and run out of skool wif my bros...
play lots of basketball recently...
well well... maybe u juz said i am nt irritating and disturbing...but in ya mind...i may nt noe ...o.0 if i realli disturb... juz tell me...haas
do too mani bad things liao... yesturday and today same... went wif zs and kw to find alina,hx,jamie and linda they all...lol...the CHICK CHICK!!! command ....lol....
den today in kfc...LOL...BONE CLICKS>...always make me stomach pain...laugh until cannot stop sia... play wif hp... study in kfc... while the gals playing...haas...
tmr going punggol end...finally... i can go back to my secret favourite spot...no one noes ....hais.... HEAVENS WILL....ILL-FATED...
srry gavin about today...all becos of my stupidness and deafness.....
i am born to be an idiot.... slow reaction .... DUI BU QI....T.T

2006-10-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

yesturday went to skool in the morning...slack sia... around 5 went bugis to have fun and enjoying ... until around 11 liddat... PSI 150 and above...lol nt my problem... i onli noe is PLS STAY INDOOR ^^ ....lol
went home slp... on air-con whole nite... take off shirt slp... or else no cool...haas...

today... went to my relative house cos his son is marrying... wow... time past so fast... last time my cousin was young...and now he is married... went for buffet... went sambawang beach see ppl fishing... cos i luv fishing too...tt place is far much betta than punggol end wif wide varieties of fishes which are far more bigger than punggol ones... crabs also...
went gym in the evening...me,zhi sheng,kong ming and jeremy... free gifts....DOT.... tmr can share wif brothers liao... went hougang there play basketball after gym n go hougang mall for dinner... play play arcade den den went home liao....zZz exams coming and i am still slacking... sian leh... to will power to study... yeah...2 weeks liao... nv smoke... 14 days... wahaha... happy lar... gd luck to everyone^^

2006-10-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

WAH LAU... bear again... seee..bear and bear... damn tt TZG...LOL... he make me laugh lyk hell for 2 english period becos oF BONE CLINKS....
OMG... lol...WTH... after skool accompany chester walk cos other brother ps him... den i accompany him ... his leg injured hope his leg recovers...den we can be a team together... haas... saw the red cross gals and their group...den saw my sister and her group...juz hi lor... den i accompany chest... we walk slowly .... zg and kw wait for us at skcc...haas
we beat seng kang secondary ppl budden lose to some outside basketballers... after tt went home ... slp tuition den meet zs at kovan for dinner den tuition again... yawnz...went home... lol...tuition was fun...
my tuition frens were all damn high...haas....stupid...BEAR>..BONE CLICK AND BONE CLICK....make me spit out all my drinks..>LOL

2006-10-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

i juz simply miss punggol end... expecially go there alone when there is no one... and no one noes which day too...haas... i luv the scenery there....
i wish i juz lived beside there... the place is cooling... seagulls... fishes...
insects... i wish i have no worries n sorrow lyk them... anyway... i think we are far too much...he is our fren...even tts a joke... but i noe the taste of being say by a group of ppl at once... mine more worst...i got whacked by a group of ppl b4.... but i will tell myself do control ... will try my best to stop dem frm doing tt cos we are PSA.... you fu tong xiang... you nan tong dang...
today 1st day of my sister PSLE and my bro end-of-year final exams...
wish those ppl taking their exams do their best and all the best....
during recess was nt crowded... so gd lar...no noise polution... haas
lyk whole day free period sia...except ms tan english...
yawnz... after skool went play basketball den went to kovan buy my things..
lucky i got the will power...last nite during nite study... my fren pass me a cigarette and a lighter... i take it in my hand... nearly light the cigarette...
but i thought of all my frens... i return the lighter and cigarette to him...
cos i promised alot of fren nt to smoke liao.... and i did the correct thing..
they keep telling me.... wad for quit smoking when u are alreadi addict...
juz smoke....dun need quit one....juz continue to smoke... u cannot quit easily... i thought to myself... i will prove them and all my frens wrg...
i have the urge for smokin but i control.... hope those ppl forgive me den... i am off.... bb

2006-10-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

yesturday 1/30/2006

wake at 11.30 den keep bluffing myself ... say wanna do art and maths... in the end whole day did nth... hais... i mus use mr tan method alreadi... hais...failure...dad cook lunch... nt bad... at least he cook for us... cannot let his hao yi go down the drain... cos i luv my parents... use com play o2jam ... and chat online..send ppl songs... around 4 .. went hougang mrt control room... pass the cigarette money to peter... cos he is going... but i dun realli hope tt will happen... nvm as long as i dun smoke...
went gym at around 5... me,km and zs dun have energy sia... but we try our best to train... weight lifting... train leg muscle all tis... take the dumbell... until nearly bao xue guan... heng ar... everytime go gym nearly lose my life one...haas...lol... hack care... but too xtra liao...haas... at nite went hg ave 6 to eat.. waste my sunday without doing anything meaningful ....went to serangoon north and do some prayer and also ask guan yin about my personality... cos the god posess on human body...i dunno hw to explain...after hearing... hais... heavens will...
went home after tt.... at nite... so sad lar for wad happen at home...
edit contact on my new phone and slp le...thx for chatting wif me...

today... i free den i come post or else i dun post^^ in skool also waste another day... onli do some maths question...den slack the whole day...
accompany kw skip chinese lesson cos he wan buy food... den i ok lor..
receive msg frm sister and my graddaughter...^^ haas... ask ppl send me song ... all tis lar... bought a packet of mooncake frm victor cos his mom got make and sell.... both victor and zhi sheng mom's moon cake taste equally good...haas... bb everyone ...goood luck and all the best for end of year exams...as for me... i dunno lar... i can go and die too... hais..

2006-10-01T14:27:00.000+08:00

yesturday morning woke up early went skcc play basketball play until 11.30 liddat... got 2 foreign ppl age 34 and 40 ... they play gd sia... think frm philipines... and we have lots of ppl... zs,chest,kw,me,km,wee leong, kian ming ,lie yao and keith ... so fun... got burned and block yesturday... nt in gd form as last week... haas... but stil score alot... after tt .. went cp KFC wif chest,zs and kw to find alina,hong xi and linda... liddat bah... o.0
went interchange wif them... was wierd y hx nv take the 1st bus... o.0?
i felt srry to say tt...very srry... den chest and me accompany her took bus 83 to punggol lor...after the alight the bus...chest forgot to press the bell and we take until one stop quite far...in the end we had to walk to punggol plaza...quite long bah... but i chat wif chest on alot of things... about his and mine...haas... he went punggol plaza buy lunch den when we went to take the free bus ...glen call us... he was working at watson... dress smartly...but cigarette smell...lol... den in bus chat wif chester again...
hm... i was the last to reach home... afternoon went fishing ... last fishing wif him... hope there are more chance.... dad,me,peter,christ and his cousin... went to one corner... see peter smoke lor... he told me something about smoking... but i hope i wun listen to him...haas... the weather was damn gd sia... land breeze...woot... so relax... went home den eat dinner at hougang mall... dad dio 4d den get new phone and bag for me... haas..
happy lar...take care everyone...

2006-09-29T18:36:00.000+08:00

hm...125 hours... will keep reminding myself... recently been eating lolipop..a substitution for a fucking tobacco... its true... no one wans to be a fren wif a smoker... i hope i can find som1 to chat wif... but i dun wanna disturb the person... now my sister exam coming... buzy too... den i will be lonely... cos guys dun realli chat well... so i am damn boring... should i msg and disturb ppl? nah...betta be considerate... at home... always lock up in room listening to songs and look at the ceiling... so boring...
den always thought of msging ppl...ROARS... but... will i irritate?
2day brought all the art work... den mani things sia... 3rd period after mr tan period... we went art room all the way do art until around 2.45...
went cp wif zs and kw to meet up wif alina,hong xi,linda and jamie...
sit at one corner of cp... chat,study and play poker cards... borrow alina's mp3 and listen... buy lolipop for jamie and hong xi...lol... actualli wan buy for myself one...but nvm lar ^^ buy bob dog sweet ...haas...
went home around 5 .... but saw sister,sam and yue an in cp... haas....
tiring day...chiong art until lack of slp... gd luck for those having end of year exams... all the best and gd luck...
2 more days... tmr basketballing...dunno whether fishing or swimming...
i am stil alone in the end....y is tis so?

2006-09-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

i dunno whether i am doing the right thing by disturbing ppl n msg ppl.... i am juz very sian...so find ppl to tok mah...i luv to chat alot..tts all... i am realli srry bout tt...maybe in ur mind .. u may tink i am irritating.... hope ya dun mind... ^^ its the 100th hours i nv smoke... keep having the urge to smoke but i need the willpower so i juz REN... i kept biting my fingers or find things to eat... cos mouth will feel itchy... whenever i see ppl smoke...i juz stand there and look... but these few days... i feel betta liao.. the urge wasnt as much liao... n fucker... i've alreadi giv in and be kind to u... u dun step over me... i hate being used by ppl... anyway... screwed up my whole life... why? mr tan was right... without dreams... we realli can do nth... hais... wasted so mani years... the onli problem is to aim for the goal of our dreams... T.T sob... well...hais...

tmr needa hand up art course work le... i am almost done wif it... i am quite satisfied wif the art design i have done.. tmr going MOE to hand in... today i left onli 4 hours at home to do the touch-up and finish..2nite gonna get those plastic cover to wrap up...ppl jiayou!..finish up the art and get gd grade... i dunno y my guts is getting bigger n bigger... i do illegal things .. i dare to challenge ppl ... o.0 well well... 2day juz had a fight wif lie yao... we were gd frens .. but in toilet i challenge him for a fight... juz to train... he punch my jaw damn hard... even a crack sound can be heard...den punch my ribs...a real fight but i onli manage to punch his chest once... i gonna train betta for self-defence and also can help my frens when they in trouble... i shake hands wif lie yao after the fight.. i got bruises on my hands... den rib cage damn pain... but its worth fighting...anyway... we were onli training... skip english lesson go art room do art...tts my day... hais... the 100th hour i nv touch tobacco and i am writing to remember... and 4 more days... my fren gtg... but i realli hope nth happen to him... juz feeling sad... T-_._-T

2006-09-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

hais.... why why? all his brothers and dear frens will miss him... hm...i wun write out his name... cos later ppl come whack me... he join my class since we were sec 3 and we were frens for 3 years... he used to bulli me..^^ but its alrite... we help each other in mani ways through sec 3 , 4 and 5 ... we went fishing together... he gave me cigarette and smoke togethers... hais... cant forget the time... but y things turn out to be lyk tis... hais... i dunno whether if i can see him again... but i hope will...
he stil has his o-lvl ... his future cannot be destroy ... and he is 18 ...hais...
he has a kind soul.... when we got trouble in fights or wad...he will offer to help... but no matter wad... i try to help wad i can even bailing out wif money...i also dun mind... i wan all my frens to have bright future...
y was he so foolish and do it without tinking...

today... saddening day... no mood for anything....
anyway..... but all the best...tts wad i can say...hais...